my biggest fear
is that someday I’ll wake up
having forgotten all my internet passwords
and my PIN
standing front of the automated teller,
my face glazed in embarrassment
what will the people in line behind me think?
my biggest fear
is that someday I’ll wake up
having forgotten all my internet passwords
and my PIN
standing front of the automated teller,
my face glazed in embarrassment
what will the people in line behind me think?
Working on Sunday
The night’s first drink, mixed with jackets and gloves unremoved,
sings with ice and glass in tonight’s most steady rhythm.
The empty house, with its tense occupation and ever-struggling furnace,
captures the traveller in its familiar atmosphere, like the protective figure of
a young man’s fantasy.
Two clicks and a light comes on.
Condensation-slick hands reach for the telephone, a reproduction of an old rotary in clunky red plastic.
Chilled water drops on the carpet.
The river, down the hill behind the steep backyard,
flows unnaturally, in different directions at different times of the year.
A pot of spring water boils on the electric stove, wetness on the pot’s bottom
sizzling against the worn black coils awakening.
The slowest of the four burners.
The radio.
Miller hits a three.
Sonny Clark spills his drink on the keys.
…boiling water begins to overflow.
a sonnet for two boys at a wedding in august
we dance within the stairwell at the church
our bodies lurching left and right slowly
to catch a glimpse of rhythm as smokers
begin to trickle in and out with rolls
of sweet bread on white cocktail napkins and
reviews of bartenders. He knew the groom,
I knew the bride like the beach knows its sand.
Ten years ago we shared a tiny room
without a working stove, which was ok
because our block had good Chinese. The rent
was low because we lived beyond Oak Street
which seems so far from here, this dimly lit
Cement-enclosed little piece of nowhere,
Swaying with you while others puff and stare.
I’m brushing up on one of your favorite poets, so
inevitably my thoughts turn to you,
to reciting your favorite verses,
shells crunching on the beach beneath my boots
inevitably my thoughts turn to you
when I take the bus through our old neighborhood.
shells crunching on the beach beneath my boots
a pothole interrupts my daydreaming
Riding the bus through our old neighborhood
I wonder if the landlord has filled our apartment.
a pothole interrupts my daydreaming
like neighbors having loud sex in the early morning
I wonder if the landlord has filled our apartment.
I mostly remember the miserable moments,
like neighbors having loud sex in the early morning
or dropping our keys down the elevator shaft
I mostly remember the miserable moments because
they make for the best stories after the fact,
like when I dropped our keys down the elevator shaft,
though when I tell that story now I leave you out of it